I’m such a fucking wreck that it’s honestly kind of laughable at this point. It’s so much easier to just tell people to stay away and to keep behind the yellow tape than it is to attempt explaining even the smallest things when someone happens to venture too close.

“Why are you like this?” “Why do you do that?” “Why do you think that?”

I don’t even know. There is no other answer but, “I’m just a fucking mess.”